a little hope....

I've been to the voodoo chiropractor, the hypnotherapist and tomorrow back to the chiropractor. I've been taking voodoo pills, wearing the chiropractic belt, icing my back every three hours (at least trying to)... everyone thinks I'll perform beautifully on Saturday...I hope my lower back gets the message! I try to squat down, without weight, of course, and I feel it, I definitely feel it.... I did bench on Tuesday evening. It went OK, considering everything that has gone awry. I did a 255 pause, but it felt way off, way way off....... I can choose doubt or trust. I have got to trust....